So here's the deal.
I'm 28... will be 29 in October.
I've been married 9 years.
I have 4 kids... under 7 years of age.
I feel old! Not because of my age...
maybe because I have 4 kiddos?
maybe because I'm tired all the time.
maybe because I can't bounce back after staying up late anymore.
maybe because I don't really think plastic forks stuck in my yard, oreos all over my garage door, car, and mailbox, and plastic wrap everywhere are really
that funny. (that happened to our house last night.)
maybe because I'm not losing my post-baby weight as quickly as the other times.
maybe because I rarely feel like I can "tackle the world" anymore.
maybe because I'm stressed and crazy busy all the time.
But I'm ONLY 28! ...that's not actually old at all. Some people aren't even married yet at this age!
I don't want to feel old... and tired... (big sigh.)
What happened??
JJ and I's anniversary was Wednesday... Jeremy's mom was here and she offered to watch the kids so we could go on a date. It was really sweet of her.
We decided to go to a late movie after the kids were in bed so that we could enjoy her a bit and not subject her to Virgil's screaming tendencies.
After the movie, at 1:00am, we were both dead tired. We are accustomed to staying up late... but this was like the 5th night in a week and a half that I'd stayed up super late (two of which were around 4am).
BUT... we felt so pathetic! It was our anniversary and we didn't want to just head home! So... we grabbed some Red Bull and made a bee line for Walmart.
This was the result... our somewhat pathetic attempt to feel young :) :)
"Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint."
Isaiah 40:30-31
Blessings,