Saying goodbye and feeling nostalgic...


So much has happen in this house...
We went through a painful miscarriage...
Watched Elsie take her first steps...
Found out we were expecting twins....
Lost Sophie....
Welcomed Sadie...
Watched Alice develop a love for Christ and his word...
Watched Alice and Elsie become best friends...
Watched Sadie take her first steps...
Felt God's call into full-time ministry...








Memorial Road MB Church


The house we're moving to...(can't call it a home yet!)


Hopefully it will be done by the time we get there!


In a month or two hopefully I can share pictures of our new home...

Thoughts

Do you ever wish your husband would look you in the eyes and tell you that it's all going to be okay? Or do you ever wish that someone understood exactly how you felt... or that you had someone who saw all the hard work you did, appreciated it, and valued you in a genuine way. Or even deeper yet... do you ever long for someone to love you for all you want to be, strive to be... ... instead viewing you through your short comings? I have thoughts all the time about what I wish people could be for me or do for me: be encouragement, support, strength... make me feel loved, valued, secure... I've been convicted lately with the fact that every time I long for someone to be or do one of these things, I'm ignoring the one who offers it continually. God through Christ offers me unconditional love... he sees my inner most parts and cherishes me deeply. He longs to encourage me, provide strength for me, to hold me and take me through each hard moment. He values me, understands me and deeply longs to share an intimate relationship with me. I have all I need in him. There is nothing that anyone can offer me that my Savior does not already provide perfectly! Yet... I turn away and ask that others supply these things for me. How hurtful that must be to my Lord, when I reject him in this way. He is faithful to me to provide everything I could every need. I, in return, am unfaithful. I refuse his perfect care and look to the world to fill me.

My emotional needs have been especially deep lately. This Saturday we pack up and head to Oklahoma to begin a new job. This last fall God cemented in our hearts a call to ministry. This call has led us to Memorial Road Mennonite Brethren Church in Edmond, OK. Jeremy is going to serve in the role of Associate Pastor of Student ministries there. Needless to say, there have been many opportunities for me to either look to God to supply my needs or look elsewhere. I am learning to trust in a whole new way. He truly is capable of meeting every need! Through this new trust, I feel like I'm beginning to know him better... like a new wife learning to trust her husband with her needs and desires. And as a result this new wife watches the relationship grow, become stronger and more meaningful. So at a time when everything is uncertain, one thing remains rock solid. My Lord goes with me to strengthen, love, and uphold me... like no one else can.

The perfectionist in me...




Well, I'm posting the Elephant Valentine again.... I kept looking at the colors and became agitated; it wasn't quite right. So I modified it and also added some envelope wraps. These labels wrap around the envelope providing a place on the front for the main address and the return address on the back. I would suggest downloading the cards from the link and printing on card stock... and you can print the envelope wraps on plain paper, card stock or sticker paper. If you don't use sticker paper, you can adhere the wraps to your envelope with stick glue.... You will need to write on the wraps first, fold, then place on already closed envelopes...as they overlap the flap on the back. I don't know if that makes sense... comment if you have questions!!!

Printable Valentine


I love old vintage Valentines... so I decided this year to make a vintage inspired image for my V-day cards. So here it is! I thought I'd share it with you too... Click here for this cute printable valentine :) ... Download and print! Valentine will fit a standard 4 Bar size envelope.

Pretty Things







I've been thinking about "pretty things" lately.... You probably wonder what I mean. Well, as I surf other peoples blogs I'm always drawn to the pretty little things... whether it's decor, stationery, baby clothes, crafts... all these unnecessary fun things that are so beautifully created or designed... (Etsy overwhelms me with this kind of stuff!!) I find myself wanting to fill my life with these pretty things. Hmm... vain and materialistic or just a simple way to make life brighter? I don't know. I suppose the answer is found in the heart... which only God can really see. So I guess I'll go on drooling over beautiful blogs and maybe find a few things here and there to add into the mix to brighten the atmosphere of my days. More than anything, seeing all these ideas makes me want to make lots of fun pretty things. And then it becomes a whole new issue- my time!! Oh,...this is agitating! It's becoming increasingly clear (as I type) that this desire for pretty unnecessary embellishments in life has multiple areas that can become problems :( What do you think? Does anyone else struggle with similar thought? It's kind of trivial I suppose... but I was just thinking about it today....

Tricky one...




I love taking pictures of my Sadie...our 14mo. old... but it's so hard to get a good close-up! She's so wiggly! For her one year pics, I had to stick her in a little crib (you may have seen the pics) just to have a chance at a decent pic!!! Most of my close-up of her are always out of focus or blurred...urrrhh. Well, I actually got a few good ones today... Yeah! So enjoy :)

Monday...



I don't usually like to admit it... but... my girls stayed in their p.j.s all day today. I know, it's shameful :) I have a "to do" list for each morning and on it are a number of basic tasks: make bed, get dressed, breakfast, start load of laundry, do hair and make-up... and get girls dressed. All of these things, basic as they are, require being put on a list to even have a chance at getting done! I start out strong with my list, but by the time I get towards the end...I'm off to something else. So... my girls just don't get dressed... it's the one box that just rarely seems to get checked off. Now you know.
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